February 2012
Recording some tracks today. This is going to be sick.
Anonymous asked: Can I be your best friend? Or at least one of them? Haha
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I hate that I told my best friend to basically go for the girl I like. It’s selfish of me to say otherwise though. I’m just over liking girls and then they end up to not like me at all. I’m just done with it. I don’t need it at all. I can’t deal with the constant rejection and heartbreak. I want someone who wants me too, unconditionally.
I’m just becoming numb...
I hate myself more than anyone will ever know.
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I just want someone who is my best friend and my lover. Someone who I can talk to for hours on end. Someone who is sweet and gentle, but can be strong when they need to. Someone who’s beautiful to me. I think I’m ready for something like that.
seanthehuman asked: I AM YOUR RUSHMORE.
seanthehuman asked: lemme be in your band, ill play backup flute. XXHxCXX
Anonymous asked: sinner.
1000beatsofmelody replied to your post: Are you observing lent?
so i said im giving up ramen and soda for prom and this pompus little religion boy was all “thought this was going to say for lent…my bad :/” and im all like fool that was unnecessary. i feel the same way about lent.
I’m getting flak from people when I tell them I’m not. I don’t feel its necessary. If you want to...
freakdubrow replied to your post: Are you observing lent?
that’s not really the point of lent.. it’s more about focusing our attentions specifically on christ’s death and suffering and giving things up can make that easier
I know. Everyone I know is doing it for the reason I gave. Not focusing on christ’s death. I just don’t observe it. That’s all.
Anonymous asked: Are you observing lent?
I honestly don't know what to say
I just hope you make the right choice
Reblog if you want "have you ever" asks.
mynameisdoublej asked: he says its all drama.... -___-
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This Fine Line
Jealousy, my old friend
Come waste away with me again.
These emotions I shouldn’t feel at all
Creep up at every beckoning call.
I’ve obviously lost whatever mindless competition this was
I wish I could say it didn’t mean a damn thing
But that’s simply not true darling.
Blue is my name
Drunk with wonder again
Taking the day off
From imagining when
My thoughts will drop down
My thoughts will drop...
These emotions I shouldn’t feel at all creep up at every beckoning call.
Anonymous asked: Who is in your band?
Anonymous asked: What's your band going to be like and what are you going to be playing in the band?
Anonymous asked: Are You Christian?
Anonymous asked: I'll rephrase that. New you seems like someone that old you would find miserable.
Anonymous asked: New you seems miserable.
Anonymous asked: What has happened to you the past month?
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Finding Yourself
I will never sleep again. Oh these fleeing attempts of self-worth
I’ve tried proving it to myself again and again, but I can’t wash my flesh away Searching for the still waters in my dreams, but I’ve been afraid to drown down my fears. Your beauty evades me; every time I wake it’s another moment away from you. The moment I close my eyes I see the distance between our hearts I feel that...
I've obviously lost whatever mindless competition...
Bon Iver: And I told you to be patient, and I told you to be fine. I told you to be balanced, and I told you to be kind, but now all your love is wasted. And then who the hell was I?
Death Cab: So one last touch and then you'll go and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more. But it was vile, and it was cheap and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me. Yeah, you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Radiohead: But I can't help the feeling I could blow through the ceiling if I just turn and run. And it wears me out... It wears me out. If I could be who you wanted, if I could be who you wanted all the time... all the time.
Brand New: You are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold. Pale white like the skin stretched over your bones, spring keeps you ever close. You are secondhand smoke, you are so fragile and thin standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins.
Nicki Minaj: You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, yeah you a you a stupid hoe.You a stupid hoe you a you a stupid hoe. You stupid stupid, you a stupid hoe
living-ghosts:
Wondering why anyone would consider me their friend.
I’m really stoked that we’re going to get this band up and running. I’ve been wanting to do a post/melodic hardcore sound for a while now. Excited for the months to come.
I’ve been bouncing around with these lyrics I’ve been writing all day. If anyone would like to help me out I’d appreciate it.